So I have learned that the older you get the more frustrating and complex it can be. Although I never thought I would be in this position but here I am twice divorced and super single.
I did take time to heal and rediscover myself and who I am and what I wanted out of life and relationship.
I've had plenty of potentials since my divorce but they always end up with me being disappointed until now. I'm not going to say where or how I met this potential and I will never say a name. For now he is making me rethink about men and relationships although he is younger than me but not by much and he has a job which Im so happy about & he has his own place which is a plus. When we talk he can actually hold a conversation and he not so sex driven, like the previous men who only wanted to talk about sex. I have been so use to the conversations being sexual & me hanging up blocking & deleting that I was so ready & when he continued to talk about things non sexual I was taken off guard. Our conversations have been enjoyable so far but somewhere in the deep realms of my mind Im waiting for it to turn sexual so I can do what I do best hangup, block & delete. So far so good. As we talked I found out he thought I was younger than I am but I did tell him and he seems okay with it. This guy makes me smile & giggle & he is sexy to me which may not be for everyone but I still have my reservations. I'm old school when it comes to dating and relationships I expect for a man to take me out to movies etc and I expect them to open doors and respect me.
I know there are so many men who expect women to have instant sex because they have taken them out and when you reject them then something is wrong with you. This guy is different I can feel his energy is one I can easily be with. We haven't gone out yet but that is a plan. We continue to talk regularly and text & yes he does text & call which is a shocker because I don't know one guy who would call or text back.
We are still in the beginning of this, whatever this is & hopefully it becomes something beautiful.
No I don't speak about him to anyone because Im being cautious & I don't want to get my hopes up about this.
I will keep my subscribers updated on this new journey Im on.
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